SO, THIS YEAR IS MY CRUCIAL YEAR - O LEVELS SIA! WTF. HAHHA. OKAY.
Friday, December 24, 2010 @ 11:45 PM
Heyhey!!!!!!!!
Dead blog. Feel like deleting but don't want to. Then i'll just let it be dead. No time and lazy to update. Been rotting at home this holidays. No complaints, i feel better sitting at home this time. No urge to go out with friends at all. Yeah, i guess i'll only update my blog when i'm bored or lonely and talk to myself here. LOL.
No longer with him since 24 November. That makes up a month already. Who cares if i still like him or not. It doesn't matters because i'll have trouble living my life if i'm with him. Not blaming but it's part of my weakness.
So yeah, might not be so active online by next year. (:
Saturday, October 16, 2010 @ 4:04 AM
Heyyy!!! :D
Booooreedd. It's 4 now, but i can't sleep because i spent my whole afternoon till night sleeping. Hehe. What a relieve. Exams are finally over. But i'm still worrying. About the results. What if i'm retain??? )): I'm sooo gonna be freaked out. >.<
Guess whatt?? I dreamt of Alyph sleeq last night. LOLS. XD It may be weird as it sounds but seriously am i overly starstruck with him? Hahahahs. I guess so. He's so freaking cute. In my dream i met him and we talked online. Don't laugh, crazyy i knowww. And he was so nice to meeeee...(in my dreams,yeah..LOL). :D Just imagine if it comes true. Hehs.(:
Pfft. I'm troubled. Are you angry at meee or what? ): I was sleeping when you called. Don't blame me. I didn't mean it okayy? I just don't have that mood to talk to anyone when i'm sleepy. Sorry. But it pissed me off when you just hung up on me. And saying "I thought you could make me feel better." Urgh. Just stop saying that will you? I'm sorry. It's just that haven't i always been there for you? And what about me? You're never there when there's times that i need you. ): But i'm okayy with it now. I miss you.
Grrrrrrrrrr. Let's put an end to this. I'm done typing.(:
Wednesday, October 13, 2010 @ 5:07 PM
Hey YO (:
Went home straight after school today. Been returning home early nowadays. Feel that it's a good thing instead of slacking too much. Maybe because i'm not with Baby already.
Poor me, i miss him too much. But it's okay, i've learnt to be strong. I've learnt to get used to being furthur apart from him, without forgetting him at all. Because it makes our relationship stronger. Hmmm, and yeah..i'm trying to stop my stupid mind from running wild thoughts of him. Pfft. I'm better now. As long as he doesn't lie. (: But still, i'm lonely without him.
Exams? Great. Awesome. I screwed my Geography, Maths(urgh,totally) and my most important; Mother Tongue. I'm not too sure about passing my Bio though. But it seems like i tried so hard for bio. Hopefully i pass but whatever, i'll still fail anyway right? Because of combination with Physics. Talking about Physics. To me it's a stupid subjects that doesn't make sense. I don't know it what way is it important- i just freaking don't care. My geography which i studied so hard for, just pissed me off. Godd. Maybe it's not the paper. Maybe it's just me? I should've studied long ago. Stupid. I'm waking up. Thank god.
Tomorrow it's my art. Fuck this shit. Urgh. 5 more pages of prep work to go. ><
>>>>> 09 October 2010 ♥♥
It's the best day of my life. Maybe not really. But there's a moment which i shall say the awesome-ness moments in my little life. Haha. Well, went for this particular Perjumpaan Raya located at Kaki Bukit CC which is at Bedok. Goddamn shit it's far and i almost fainted at circle line mrt. Whaddehell.
The aim for it it's just to meet Sleeq. Lols. Well, yeah. Meet Sarah Aqilah, she's pretty. And SLEEQ!♥ I'm dating Alyph. Lols, just kidding. Got to snap photo with them. It was the first time, and the best. Alyph signalled us to the front. And he came greet us by fist to fist. *happy!* Okay relax Nadrah. Fanatic. Kiwekk. Thenthen Alyph stood on the stage facing where me and my friends are, and he said "Untuk dia..." stretching out his hands and smiled at me. Cuteeee kann???? Prasan. Hehe, but people looked at me and the feeling was like "Whoah" you know. (: Okkay done. Hahah.
